I don’t know where to start. I don’t know where it ends.
I’m sitting here and oh, God, my heart is breaking.
I don’t know why and I can’t really explain how.
I can’t stop the tears and I can’t make the pain just go away.
It started with a picture. She stared back at me…making me a mockery.
Courage, strength and fear are the only things keeping me standing. But the pain and sadness and darkness are closing in.
They’re all chipping away at me.
Oh, God…my heart is breaking.
Every night it gets harder and harder to sleep. I lose myself more and more.
I just don’t know how it ends. I just don’t know how it stops.
I just know that it’s not enough.
Because my heart is still breaking.
I’m having a breakdown; I just need someone to listen.