Riding on the Subway with my cousin from the Village to Queens takes about 40 minutes. It gave me a decent amount of time to catch up with her. One of the things that naturally came up was why things didn’t work out with nBF.
Our conversation could be summed up pretty fairly:
“When you sigh in relief when he does something that hints that he loves you isn’t a good thing. It means that at all other times, you just didn’t feel loved.”
And really, that was what it felt like the last couple of months of our relationship. And it was what finally broke me: that sigh of relief.